I’m nervous to say this, though I value honesty, passion and inspiration and it’s time for me to get real.
The last few months I haven't been finding the blog super fulfilling. I feel like I’m creating content for the blog versus creating for my own exploration. I know I could combine the two – blog about what I’m exploring creatively, though I feel like a good little rest and rejuvenation will be just what I need.
I'm currently doing a seminar about commitment and what I've discovered is that I say I'm committed to this blog but in reality I'm not. It's been driven by trying to look good, often a last minute thought and an 'oh, I better create a post!' because I said I would versus feeling really inspired to share and contribute.
The impact is that I've been feeling dishonest and fake, and I apologise to you for that.
So what's next? I'm not sure at this stage if or when I'll restart the blog, and if I do - what direction I'd take it in. Maybe it'll be something wildly odd and creative, maybe it'll stop from here? I'm going to explore what I'll find fulfilling and inspiring and see where that takes me.
I know I'm curious to explore using different mediums and layering techniques, so we'll see we'll see.
Your life is made of the things you're committed to, so commit yourself to things that enliven and inspire you.
Feel free to reach out to me by email at firstname.lastname@example.org if you have any questions, sad faces or high fives.
Love you long time,